Expectation

I haven't written a blog here in awhile.  God is still working in my life though.  He had me totally surrender the other day at work... I just gave it all up to Him.

Then like a good Father, he blessed me.  My store was DOUBLE the closest store in sales yesterday.  For the week my sales are through the roof.  He is faithful and he answers my prayers.  I have to watch out for my pride and my striving in the flesh though.

Dad doesn't like that.  He wants me completely surrendered to HIM.  And thats what I want too, so why is it so hard?

I EXPECT that today he's going to do something incredible.  Why?  Because he knows I want to blog about it here and make a record of his faithfulness.  And because he is totally awesome!

I like calling him Dad.  I know that's what Jesus called him....dad....not father.  But Dad.  Because he said "Abba" and that was a more endearing word that Father.  Father is formal.  Dad is intimate.  And I know He wants to intimately know me and I Him.

What would other people think if I prayed out loud and used the word, "Dad"?  Why do I care what other people think.  What would HE think???

Jesus is just so everything.  He is everything.   EVERYTHING!!!  It all comes back to Him!  Why do I even bother considering other things??

Holy Spirit, fill me.  Come upon me.  Crush me with Grace.  Drown me in you.  Overflow my cup.  Give me power to fulfill your desires.  I want more of you.  I want more more more!  Don't stop.

If it kills me, give me more of you.